cold cold cold~

means i'm having a hard time drying my clothes...argh..luckily my 'guardian angel' in Macau got me one of these

so paiseh ok! she didn't even let me pay her...grr...i don't know how am i going to make up for her kindness...wish i could bring back durian for her since she seems to love it a lot...hehhe..
yea it looks weird right...DBS christianed it as R2D2 after i showed him a photo online LOL. works pretty okay though it doesn't really evenly dry the clothes, which i'm guessing is my fault...i might have put in one too many hehe.


anyway this

MGM Lion's Bar image from http://www.macau24.com/data/1252565395.07412_lions_bar.jpg

and this is where i went on saturday night...so happening ler! ahha...lucky to meet friends like that...very kind and generous people..

Cubic at AIA tower; image taken from http://www.hongkonghustle.com/wp-content/photos/club_Cubic_Macau_nightlife.jpg

it's cold and raining and i've a ton of things to do...sigh..home in 5 days! whoopdeedoo~!!

back in civilisation!!

yess~~ after three weeks of 'toughing it out' i'm finally back in Casinoland. happy~!!

soo many things to sort out. least of all my computer. running on Safe Mode is the only way i can get it to work. hence no photos cause can't use the Bluetooth. i'm soo sorry Satellite..i promise i'll try to treat you better! you're my only lifeline to home..

worst thing happened today. i finally resigned myself to the fact that i must have left my lipgloss pouch in the hotel i was at in the beginning of my trip. there must have been at least ten glosses in there. *heartbreak* my Bloom lipgloss in Watermelon...my two Diors...OWHmygosh...kill me...how will i ever show my face at MGM tonight? all i have left are the Bigelow, Sportsgirl and two lipglosses from Mommy Dearest that i hardly ever use cos God help me, i was never even close to being as fair as she was.

never mind. gives me an excuse to stock up again. but oh, the moolah involved..

miss you guys back home. see you in a week!!

leaving again

apologies for the mosquito netting in the way. someone conveniently put it there as soon as i was ready to snap the photo :P

so. another great adventure. have a feeling it's not going to be so great. all the loose ends untied..not that it hasn't happened before. 我不能放心走, you get what i mean?

dammit. why does it have to be so hard? i've already planned this ages ago. i'm leaving. don't give me any more shit please. just give way a bit la. will die kah?

love all of you anyway. anyone who knows me relatively well and is reading this now. see you soon..

good morning world..

hopefully today will be a good day :)

an arc of blue light..

when i saw it, i knew there was only one thing i wanted...

but now i think about it, it could happen in many ways..

how now..

this is the saddest time i've ever had since Mom left.

and it's all my fault.

independent woman

a challenge i have to face.

can lah!

i can always just jump off that tower if too despo. but have to save RM450 first!