to a fellow overseas Kuchingite :D

hey there pretty lady.

don't know if you remember me or will you even see this post, but we met once, briefly at Java Juice, then Open A for siobee and tauhu jui, u had gubak mee! lol.

anyway. was just reading
your post and it just freaked me out cos you've said exactly how i feel. had a similar experience to yours a year and a half ago..doesn't seem that long ago..i lost my mother..and then i also 'lost' someone very close to me. kinda like a double whammy :P

i was loud and 'bubbly' and 'perky' as my friends say. like you, i found great delight in the smallest of things, but nowadays watching a 4th of July fireworks display, i can't muster anything more than a 'oh, that's nice.' :P


i'm sorry if i seem presumptuous. but i just wanted you to know you are not alone.


oh. i had a dream about her last night. i can't remember any of it, but i can remember how it felt to be with her.

i still miss her everyday.

1 comments:

Angel said...

Hey, I was really surprised to read this up in yr blog. I wrote that a year ago and wow. It's just really odd, in a good way. You remember things in such scary detail haha thanks for being such a sweetheart. Well, earlier this year I lost my dad(I still miss him everyday too) and "lost" Harvard so I could relate to how you feel. Thanks for being such a sweetheart.

 

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