three.

she called me ah ma and i called her ah lien. just because she would wear jeans like this.

it's very very weird. very very very weird not having you around. cause you were quite loud. and panicky at times. guess i got that from you. i need you so much in my life now. is this part of growing up? feels just like yesterday we were in Singapore, we were lying on the bed, early in the morning and you were stroking my hair. that is my best and most precious memory of you. 


i miss you. every every day i miss you.