Genius said he would go with me to Starbucks as i owe him a birthday drink cause i didn't get a cake for his birthday (which reminds me, have yet to post the earrings he got me). so we went off to the airport but then didn't go down cause i guess we didn't really feel like it tonight, he's promised to come with me next week though, he'd better!!
didn't think i would go but ended up at the Second Place again tonight. the lion made endless insinuating jokes, i think cause i was the only girl there, if JF had been there, the attention would have been on her instead :D i like her a lot, she is pretty and nice as well, that's kind of hard to find, but i'm not exactly sure if she really likes me or is just being polite. yeah yeah, low self-esteem showing up again, so? :P
a surprise dish came out again, the only unsurprising thing about it was that it was DAMN bloody spicy. i didn't have any, only the eyes which i couldn't resist ;) as i'd had a huge dinner (yes, of which i forgot to take photos :P) before that which had also consisted of a dish of fish head curry. both are equally good, 'ge you ge de te dian' ROFL can't type chinese cos using office laptop.
so had a few good laughs, came home and hung out with Tassie and Co. (with whom i'm going to Ten Ichi tomorrow, and may possibly get to see the lion dressed up ;)) and had more laughs.
but then. i went up to my room at the end of the night and saw a purple envelope on my laptop next to my bed. definitely a good sign that i didn't recognise it, or the handwriting in front either. when i opened it and saw the black and white photo of the yowling kitten in front of the card, i just went back to feeling resigned again.
it was a christmas card, from the first christmas together apart. i shouldn't have, but i read the contents again and felt the familiar twinge of heartache from the past half year. but it wasn't too bad this time.
i think i'm getting better :) almost there now.
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Good. Not recognizing is very good! Yay! *pat on the head*
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