bzzzz....

still feeling slightly (ok, more than slightly) stoned from the four beers i had just now. emotions have been on anh insane rollercoaster since two days ago. haven no idea what to think about people's reactions...maybe it's God's way of saying i shouldn;t expect anything but just take things as they arE? i am partially typing this with my eyes closed...

i feel like i want to float into the air like one of the lanterns they made tonight, with newspapers. will post a video later on.

can;t wait to go. leave evrything and evryone behind. i know that sounds harsh but it may be for the best. give them, and me, time to think about things and be sure of them.

the long and lonely road of spinsterhood lies stretched before me. but i'll survive. for her, i will.